Random Thoughts

As I was updating my entry last night, suddenly this song was played on my online playlist..I stopped for a while, and suddenly, I felt like I'm missing something in life..and nobody knows it but me..This song reminds me of many things that have happened in my life, and it has never fail to trigger my innermost feeling..the most fragile part..and I became so emotional..Deiii..teruk..Nasib baik la sa layan jaa...

This is the song..I'm sure u know it too..

NOBODY KNOWS IT BUT ME - BY Kevin SharP

I pretend that I'm glad you went away
But these four walls close in more every day
And I'm dying inside and nobody knows it
But me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside and nobody knows it
But me

Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is tumblin' down
I can see it so clearly but you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get, you could ask my heart
Just like a jugsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now, you know, I'll be loving you still
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
Nobody knows it but me