Random Thoughts

Each of us is stuck being who we are. Sometimes we fight to change ourselves, but ultimately this has little effect. We can change what we do, but we cannot change who we are, and sad to say, human..they never get enough of everything..We always asl for more, and that is a curse that we have to bear..When we cannot get what we want, we tend to feel down, some get real depressed, and some even take the easy way and put life to an end..Thats stupid..

If you're a happy person, you don't feel trapped. If you're surrounded by people who you love and who love you, if you can do what you want to do in life, if you are at peace with who you are, then, you would not be in any trauma or problem.. You wouldn't want to change yourself, you wouldn't need to try..The question is, are you satisfied with your life?...Are you happy at all?..now, I doubt mine..

I am not a happy person. Maybe you're not either. Maybe you're too fat, or too thin, too old, or too young. Maybe you're ugly and nobody wants to sleep with you. Maybe everyone wants to sleep with you, but nobody loves you and it's all meaningless. Anyways, happiness doesn't mean having someone to sleep with..So you struggle with all these problems year after year, and you're getting nowhere, and you wonder if anything will ever change. And the unavoidable reality of it all is that, for you,
life sucks.

But of course you're not going to give up so easily, you're going to keep struggling to solve your problems, to change yourself, to find happiness, wherever it is, whatever it is. But still, life sucks. And you see all these people out there who are blissfully free of any problems, and if they can do it, there must be some way for you to as well. But they aren't doing you any good at all, they don't understand what it's like being you, and what good would it do you if they did understand?

I don't know how common this is, but for me, the main problem is that, I feel disconnected from everyone and everything. Is there any way to have meaning in our life when we are disconnected from everyone and everything? I don't think so..and so they say, life is like that......

Just random thoughts for the day..

thess pics make me happy...just by looking at them, I can ease all my sorrows..





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