Things are getting worse for me these days.. Everything seems to be falling apart, and I can see pieces of what used to be a strong and solid relationship being blown away by the softest breeze passing by.. What happened? this used to be filled with lots of over glaring colors, now it is slowing fading to black and white.. Not that I, or we didn't do anything to keep it going, or nor did we just let everything passes by unnoticed.. Despite all the shortcomings that we currently experience, we manage to get through everything.. Always.. but, now.. It's getting obvious that we are just trying so hard when we know things aren't getting better between us.. As I lie down alone at the attic, trying to figure out what went wrong.. memories of the past came rushing in.. and I smiled..