ni la sa malas ni....kalau sudah update satu kali, terpaksa mau update lagi la banyak kali kan....nda pa la, blog ku juga ni...apa2 pun ku tulis di sini suka ati ku la bah juga kan...mau mengutuk ka, mau memaki hamun ka...sepa juga yg berani kunun mau bising2 tu? ku kuyukkan juga mulut itu...hehehe...nda bah...I'm actually a nice person..but, I can be really bad sometimes....Defensive? Sa juga tu....Ignorant...pun sa juga...So, basically, I'm a multifaceted guy....Cool kan...wakakakaka...

Well, I'm in the mood of writing now...suka2 la bah kunun ni, but, there's something which is bothering me....and I can't get it out of my head...Silaka....napa la sa pi baca tu one particular blog...hahaha...If I didn't, I won't feel anything....but, I did....so sekarang, mcm sa feel obligated pulak to go and check that blog from time to time....Well, the thing is....it's getting hot in there...Party A giving some comments and...Party B couldn't accept it...and they end up criticizing one another....How childish can a grown up be?....that childish!!!!!...anyway, Congrats tu the author of the blog...Panas cerita ko geng.....hahaha....anyway, this is soon going to be forgotten...and new stories will come up...More...and more...in the future....Keep up your good work...hehehe...

It feels like time has stopped moving few hours ago....cam lambat gila la sa rasa masa berjalan ni....besa la tu, tomorrow we're off to Semporna, and we'll be in Mabul, diving in Sipadan and Kapalai the whole weekends....Patutlah sa rasa cam nda sabar....It certainly gonna be lots of fun....kalau nda silap la kan, this is going to be my third time sudah pi Sipadan, and I don't think I could ever be bored....pa lagi ni kali ada underwater camera sudah...buli la sa buat video clips underwater ni....Mesh with the Turtle....turus sa kasi jadi la sa punya clip tuk karaoke....Pasti malatups....wahahahaha...nay'...I'm not that vain....

I hope and pray, jan la bah ujan during our days in Mabul...let us enjoy the sand and the hot sun...biarlah kunun ku kena sunburn....Really looking forward juga to Rock Uncle Chang punya tempat...like what we did on our last visit there....mesti gempak lagi ni kali ni....To Kupi...jan lupa tu botol aa...nanti sa bili tin biru juga kali ni di semporna....hehehehe

Bah, see you guys tomorrow la...sepa2 yang pi join this trip la....sepa2 yg nda join tu...ngam juga la sbb kamu nda la kana sunburn nanti...hahahaha

Been Gone for a while...

I used to remember my dreams every night, and wake up with the images still vividly imprinted on my mind.. I would always try to fall back asleep, just for one more minute (in dream-time) to see what might happen... It seems that I always wake up right when it starts getting truly interesting.

My dreams have always been better than real life... Even now I can recall certain dreams that have stuck with me, their meanings unclear but the effect they had still resonating...

Like the time when I was a bird...I have to hold on a special kind of leaf only then I can fly...the tighter I hold on the leaf, the higher I fly... but then, after sometimes, I got tired.. I was flying about and suddenly found myself captured... Now, I’ve flown in dreams before, but always as a human.. I don’t recall being an actual bird... Placed in a cage, my owner eventually grew tired of me and decided to take me back to the pet store which must have caught me.. those details are fuzzy... I escaped from the cage and flew a short ways, only to find that I was suddenly made of wood and fell to the ground, shattering... The dream continued, though, but nothing really happened after that...Crazy and funny...

Or the dream where I was a guy, and not just any guy...I was Batman, and who I really am in real life was his actual alter ego... I caught the bad guys, or at least I tried to...That one is still unclear...How come?...I don't understand why...In my dream, I'm a bad superhero....darn....

I was a girl once, as well... A character much like the girl from Beauty and the Beast, I was in a large house and at a party when a character much like the Beast came in, and hid in the darkness... I climbed into an attic to see him, unafraid, and he told me that he would come back for me, if I so chose...This dream makes me wanna wake up right away...coz in many instances, I normally realize that it's a dream...and I can actually control it...like a lucid dream....huh!!

I’ve had dreams of horrible things happening, times when you run incredibly slowly and are always out of breath...and some ugly creatures are running after you....I’ve also had ones where I can run on and on forever, never stopping, moving as quickly as I pleased... I’ve woken up with a smile on my face, and I’ve had times when I’ve woken up sobbing, the embarrassment of what my dreams displayed too much for my unconscious state... I’ve flown, and I’ve fallen back to earth... I’ve been in love, and I’ve been hurt...They’re always exciting, at least usually more so than my real life, and they’re almost always something that I don’t want to wake up from....

I love dreaming.. it really can be better than real life at times....Hahahaha....I've been gone for a long while, and then you have to read bout my dreams now that I have made a great comeback...hahaha...how do you like it? hahahaha....Life is getting better these days...activities lined up throughout the year...now, I just couldn't wait for Friday...We'll be in Mabul, and Sipadan......yeah..........

Morning entry

It's such a good feeling to wake up early in the morning and be able to do lots of things before hitting the ride to work...Maybe, I should do this everyday, wake up early, and take any of the dogs for a short run around in the neighbourhood...its cold of course, but very refreshing..and I love the smell of the dew in the morning (dew has any smell ka? emmm probably it is the smell of wet grass..hehehe)...Aaah, I feel so healthy....hehehe

It's going to be yet another short entry....

Happy February to all, time does fly so fast when you're not counting....and now it's the second month of the year 2oo9, and it's soon gonna be christmas again...hehehe...Yeah, I'm glad that February is here...I've been waiting for this month....

You guys have a lovely day today..be safe and God Bless...Amen