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As new year's approaching, I could not stop to think what are my new resolutions..Do you actually make your new resolutions every year??..For, me..Actually..emm..Ya, it might sound funny, that someone like me, have resolutions for the year ahead..I usually don't have a serious resolutions for the new year..Simply because, I find them so difficult to keep..Really hard..But, as we get closer to 2008..I've been thinking about them, as they relate to self improvement and career advancement..Wow..Sounds so serious..We'll see..hehehe...

Here are some resolutions that should be easy to keep and that they will go a long way towards ensuring a successful year...

1. Get a new job
I really need, infact I'm desperately indeed in need of new job..It's not that I'm not happy with what I'm currently doing, but..I realized, I need to earn extra, I mean, a little bit more than what I am getting now..Since I have more responsibilities now..Yeah..I've been sending my resumes to few places..I hope, I would get a positive feedback..

2. Cut down the Booze and Cigge...
Aha...This is is for real..(duhh)..Yeah, at least I have the intention..2007 has seen me in my most horrible state..Those crazy night out drinking seemed to be more than frequent..That is crazy..Sure, I could lose few kilos..(hehehe)..but I'm not giving up the booze just yet..Arggggggggggghh..Ok..we'll see about this also..alright..!!! okay, wipe that smirk out of your face!!!

3. Spend Quality time with my Puppies..(yeah, they are no longer puppies anymore)
If you don't already know, I have 3 puppies...They are three spoil canines..but, I don't think that they are happy..because, they are in-house most of the time, and don't get much attention from me, since I would be working from 9am - 5pm, and be out looking for booZe from 8pm - 12am..(haha..actually, not that bad la)..and also, I'll make sure, they would get proper training from the professional..emm..that would be me..hehehe

Alright...that's all I think..( actually, the list goes a long way, but, I would not mention them for fear, I would be condemn by you...Judgemental!!!!!!!...So, what are yours??..I would like to know...

Before I sign off on this last day of 2007..I would like to apologize to many people whom I have hurt so deeply (yet so sweetly..hehehe), for all the words that might have hurt you, and my demeaning acts..and words of insults that I wish I have never said..I do apologize from the bottom of my most sincere heart..(Ughuhuhu)..(ok, I'm holding my tears...kidding)..To those who have marked significant memories and all the friends who have been always there when I was dropping down and puking shits..I would like to express my sincere profound thanks for being such good friends..

With that...I want to wish you a happy new year..and do have a blastful NEw Year CeleBration Yaa...

Been a bit lazy lately, I mean, lazy updating my page..it's holidays, shouldn't be doing anything, right..?hehehe..Nay', I've been wanting to write a line or two here, but, I'm just out of idea..Well, there are actually lots to share with you guys, but, I'm still so much in the mood of 'holidaying'..So, might start updating everyday 'again' by next year..

Ughh..tomorrow I have to work..I need to get everythings done before the new semester starts on the 3rd..Arghh..I hate new semester..

Well, I hope you'll have a happy new year celebration this year..

HAPPY NEW YEAR..............

Christmas..yup Christmas it is, people's favorite holiday. When else do we have a reason to take time off from all the hectic work environment..give and receive gifts, eat as much food as possible, and spend time with our families and friends for a few days or weeks? After all, isn’t what this holiday is all about? In addition to all of these great things, many people go to church around Christmas thinking that attending church on their savior's birthday makes up for all the wrong and absences throughout the rest of the year, and will help them avoid a lengthy visit to Hell..(Oppss..I wasn't being sacarstic..In fact, I am going to church on Christmas Eve..hehehe)I'm not a constant church goer, but..I still have the intention to be a good christian..

I went home to my parents earlier, means, I won't be going home on Christmas..Not a big deal anyway, since my family don't celebrate Christmas anyway..So, being away from home on Christmas is a norm..The last 3 days, my friends and I really have a blastful christmas shoppings..I bought few things for my own and for my niece and nephew..and now, i'm running out of cash..haha..doesn't really matter..I haven't done anything like this for christmas in my entire life..I guess this is OK..



So......in the spirit of the season - I will forgive and forget.

Merry Christmas, everyone, and best wishes - whatever your beliefs. Have a happy and safe time with your friends and families...Enjoy..

I'm counting days..yep, soon, very soon its gonna be christmas..but, emm..I'm not looking forward for New Year though..as I think, there are lots of things that I have not achieve yet, and I'm starting to make new resolutions..Yeah..It a norm..As new year is approaching, people will start making new resolutions, without ever thinking, last year's or this year's resolutions are not even met yet..What the heck???...If making new resolutions make you feel better, why not..List em down, and be happy about it..The questions whether they are going to be achieved or not, doesn't really matter..Hehehe..

My brother is getting enggaged on the first day of new year..Since he has just started working with a new company, he was not granted any day off yet..He has only 2 days off..The problem is, he wants me to 'replace' him..WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT???? this is absolutely crazy and beyond imaginations..What does he meant by 'replacing me'..?? Oo..I think he's out of him mind..there's no way I will ever say yes to that stupid idea..My mom said, its ok, you're just gonna be there, and we'll pretend as if Zale (my brother) is there..Yeah..Whatever it is, it's totally unacceptable, more ever, I have my plans for new year, I don't wanna be somewhere in the middle of nowhere in Sarawak to celebreate my new year..So, folks...That's a big NO NO from me..Pay me thousand..I won't..Pay me 50K..emmm..I'll consider...hehehe.. But, its not going to be a real engagement between US..Okay...

Well, emm..just forget it..I wanna make myself feel good..emm..I did some shopping for christmas and new year yesterday and today..Didn't I told you already, this is gonna be my first christmas..I mean, this is going to be my first time celebrating Christmas..So, I did what they use to do..Buy presents..except. all are for me..Hahaha..Or maybe, for my niece and nephew laa..hehehe

Merry Christmas everyone..Be safe, Be Good, and Be Happy always...

Christmas is coming very soon, and people all around the world..emm..I'm pretty sure, they are all getting ready with all the presents and gifts to be given out on christmas..Well, at least we know..Santa Claus is definitely not coming to town, infact he has never did..to give us presents..I grew up with that belief that Santa Claus is that fat charming old man in red, with his reindeer..who will come during christmas eve to give presents to all the children all around the world..Since, he's not coming, he has never did..We have to buy those presents ourselves..

To all of you out there who are up to jewelry, please be informed that Liuli Jewelry, a very popular Asian jewelry line is now going international, giving you the opportunities to shop for various gifts to impress your love ones..and the best thing is, you can buy them online..

Asiapelago.com is an online shop featuring gifts from far-flung destinations such as Bali, Vietnam, India, Tibet and more. We are now focusing on offering Liuli Gongfang jewelry, which consists of a 2000-year old Chinese artform of glassmaking. These jewelries take shape of traditional themes such as animals, flowers and Chinese characters - each is symbolic in nature and tells a special story.

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All you have to do is go and check their website..and you can start searching for the best jewelry that suits your desires, or your love ones'..

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Few more days to go, 8 days to be exact and its gonna be Christmas..and I've been singing.."rudolph the red nose reindeer" over and over again..Duh..I don't know why..among all the Christmas songs, this one got stuck in my head.."had a very shiny nose"..(there I go again)..and I'm so excited, really I am..and I think its weird, because I have never felt like this for Christmas before..

To be honest, I have never celebrated Christmas before..and when I said never, means..not even once in my whole life..If you say going to the Church on Christmas Eve is a way of celebrating Christmas, I have never done that either..Pathetic?? No..I was taught and raised in such a belief that I don't feel like I'm missing anything..When I was but a small boy, my friends told me that they will receive gifts from their parents, aunts, uncles or grandparents on Christmas day, and they were all so excited and couldn't hardly wait for Christmas..but me, I don't feel anything, Christmas is something to look foward because its school's holidays..and my parents always have something extraordinary for dinner, we give thanks..and that's it..

So..everybody, lets celebrate Christmas together...

Wish you all a Merry Christmas...Have fun ya..

Ko buat pun ok, ko nda buat pun ok..teda masalah..


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The story is all too familiar. You’re on your way to your workplace in the morning, when suddenly you find yourself stuck in traffic. It’s not a typical “rush hour” time of day and normally traffic does not get backed up like this..especially during these holiday season.. You figure there must be an accident or some type of serious incident up ahead just out of sight.

You slowly creep your way forward, bumper to bumper, continually looking for the flashing lights of ambulances and police cars, because you really think that there must be an accident.. Then, all of a sudden, traffic begins to move normally again. There is no sign of an accident, incident, or any other cause of the slowdown in traffic. What happened?...Damn..I really hate it..

Working in the city..(Well KK is a city..) I’ve learned that traffic, and lots of it, is to be expected. Especially on the freeways. And truly, that’s the one thing I hate the most about living in a city area – bumper to bumper traffic. Being late for work in the morning is one thing, and I swear, even if the traffic is moving, the stress of driving around town and sharing the road with lots and lots of other vehicles is wearing me down..I would rather stay home than be driving around town during the weekends..

Ughhh..I don't think the traffic would get any better, at least not in the near future..But I really hope, once the construction of the fly over is done, and all the projects of widening the road is completed, we could be at ease while driving..To all those JKR workers and authorities, please laa..Jan kamurang kasi lambat2 buat keja..makan gaji buta ja kamu kan..Makin lama kamu kasi delay tu project, makin banyak besi kamu ilang, org curi tuk dorang jual jadi besi buruk..kio..Sekian la tuk ni ari..

I have never thought, or even imagine that I would someday be a teacher or a lecturer..all I can remember saying was, I wanna be a doctor, I wanna be a policeman, or fireman..but, not a teacher...and, I did say, I wanna be a garbage collector..hah!!that was in jester..Well, my long time ambition of being those mentioned above has long gone..I could never be..At least, in my own capacity now..I am not going to be a doctor, not a policeman, not a fireman..but...maybe, someday be a garbage collector..hehehe..kidding..

A year ago, I was a new lecturer in Asian Tourism Institution. A 26 years old lecturer without any professional teaching experience. Of course I was freaking nervous, and I could swear, I almost fainted as I was walking to the class room for my first class..I managed to say my first greeting of 'hi', even though it sounded more like a whisper..I wanted to bring new experience to the classroom with whatever knowledge I have about the industry..Well, I was nervous, terrified but i was enthusiastic..

The second and third semester were easier. Less terrifying because I knew what to expect. I knew ATI's policies, grading procedures, discipline patterns, hallways, and staff. I knew a lot of students, and knew a lot about our student demographics. I'm being more confident and more enthusiastic..Now I understand, a teacher does not only teach, but he needs to make the students understand, and sometimes, I think..that is one of the most challenging part being an educator..They might say, "Yes sir, I understand.."..that means..'stop asking me any question'..well, that's easy to tell..and I am becoming better in analyzing their facial expressions or the tone in their voice..

As an educator of college students, I believe that they have the capacity to learn useful information from their texts, their teachers and most importantly their peers. Students generate this knowledge through exploration and it is my responsibility as a teacher to foster this exploration..Even though, since last semester the students are expected to be more resourceful, as the Management requires them to find the own notes, or get it from any other sources..we, as tghe lecturers, we only provide them with very minimum handouts..I think, its not a good idea though, that's why..My students have their notes sent to their email addresses..

In my classroom, every student has the right to learn, the right to be heard and the right to make mistakes. It is my responsibility to guide them through their exploration leading them in the right direction..I might not be the best role model, but, I'm sure, my students will listen to me..and it has been proven..I might not be an educator for the rest of my life, but..as long as I am a teacher, I will carry out my duty with responsibility..

Teaching affords me constant opportunities to impact the lives of others. It is my personal responsibility as a teacher to provide students with the most positive learning experience possible. Everyone has his/her individual needs, they deserve the opportunity to succeed.

Things I need to be thankful about...

...for the exam papers and assignments that I need to mark, because it means that I am employed...

...for the pile of laundry and the ironing, because it means I have clothes to wear...

...for the clothes that fit a little too snug, because it means, I have enough to eat..,(a lil' bit too much maybe...hehehe)

...for the barking puppies inside my house, because it means I am well protected from burglars...

...for a lawn that needs mowing, windows that need cleaning, floors that need sweeping and gutters that need fixing, because it means I have a home...

...for the lady who sings off key in the Karaoke place, because it means I can hear and not tone deaf...

...for weariness and aching muscles at the end of the day, because it means I have been capable of working hard...

but..most of all, I wanna be thankful...
for the alarm that goes off in the early morning hours, because it means that I am alive...

today like the days before was quite boring..it's the exam week, and I was not invigilating today..I just got my schedule for next semester, and there are two new subjects for me to teach..I hate being given new subjects, because, I have to re-develop them myself..Luckily the boss wannabe was not in today, so I can pretty much relax and do my work without having to hear her irritating mumbles..

I realize, lately I've been really moody in the office, and I don't have the motivation to work anymore..I'm not sure why?? Owh yess, I know what exactly bothering me, apart from the usual gossipings of which I was used to and couldn't be bothered much..there's something which is more personal that I, sometimes can't handle..

I used to be very nice to everyone, but I guess that was just foolish..From now on, I will speak up my mind..I'm not trying to be a hard headed bastard anyway, I just want people to look at me, coz I do know being honest and straightfoward is the only best excuse, eventhough, it sometimes hurt..Or..it hurts all the time..But, then again, it is never good to use your honesty for you to get yourself away from a situation that you have been deeply involved in..Ughh..I'm getting confuse myself..yeah..what do I expect, these worldly things have lots and more confusions to offer...

Sometimes, I find myself being in too deep with my emotions..there are lots of things to be taken into real careful consideration..and most of the time, all those endless thoughts only leave me with hurtful suffocations..I'm not trying to make people understand me..doing just that is only a waste of time and energy..Making people believe in me is as difficult as asking the donkey to sing a hymn..They would never be able to, only Him can understand my deepest heart and soul..

...there were times when I let all those feelings flow, and just let my heart be thrilled, excite, mesmerized and be hurt..I'm battling with my innermost feelings..What do I want in my life? What do I want to prove? Why? How? When? everything needs an answer, and I know that it lies somewhere between my ego and my pride..Well, I found out that, life demands more than just being able to accommodate all those questions..I have been deeply hurt before, and hurt someone as deeply..and If ever I am going to do it again..let it be for once and all..NEVER AGAIN...as long as I live, I want to live with nothing, but my dignity..That's all I have..

it has been long since I last went to the waterfall in Kionsom, and yesterday, I was feeling a bit crazy, so I said to my friend..mari pi mandi sungai..and he said 'mari..'..I called two more friends to join us..but, the other friend pura2 jual mahal plak..so, only the three of us went there..The weather was really hot earlier that day, that was how I came up with the idea to go to the waterfall..but, suddenly, the sky turned dark and it started drizzling..Punya soiii..cam tau2 ja kami ada plan baaikkkkkk punya..I guess, God must be jealous kami mau p mandi2 sungai tu..ishhh..emmm..Sorry, I don't mean it..But hey, its not fair...kami bukan dapat pi slalu pun..but anyway, I said, I don't care, kalau ujan pun sa mau antam pi sungai juga, lagi pun I have the food ready...Rugi la kalau makan di rumah ja..hehehe..

these are some of the not so decent pics taken during the piknik dalam utan yg ada air terjun yg hebat...don't mind my language kio...kamurang tingu ja tu gambar2 kami yg ... emmm... Deiii...really need to lose some of those...tuuuuuuuuuuuuutttt...


just arrived..pastu nda sabar mau terjun..


See la me..the male version of Ikan Duyung..


ermmm..there is supposed to be six packs there..kecut kali..


ya ya..tummy tuck..


That was me being craZy...


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Later that night..dinner di rumah sa la..

Okay..too many pics plak..I'll put more next time...hehehe..kidding..

Its the first day of the new month..Its the end of the year, and soon its going to be christmas day and new year..anyway, I don't want to talk about that, I wanna share something with you here..

Just a thought for the day..alright..