Random Thoughts

I used to remember my dreams every night, and wake up with the images still vividly imprinted on my mind.. I would always try to fall back asleep, just for one more minute (in dream-time) to see what might happen... It seems that I always wake up right when it starts getting truly interesting.

My dreams have always been better than real life... Even now I can recall certain dreams that have stuck with me, their meanings unclear but the effect they had still resonating...

Like the time when I was a bird...I have to hold on a special kind of leaf only then I can fly...the tighter I hold on the leaf, the higher I fly... but then, after sometimes, I got tired.. I was flying about and suddenly found myself captured... Now, I’ve flown in dreams before, but always as a human.. I don’t recall being an actual bird... Placed in a cage, my owner eventually grew tired of me and decided to take me back to the pet store which must have caught me.. those details are fuzzy... I escaped from the cage and flew a short ways, only to find that I was suddenly made of wood and fell to the ground, shattering... The dream continued, though, but nothing really happened after that...Crazy and funny...

Or the dream where I was a guy, and not just any guy...I was Batman, and who I really am in real life was his actual alter ego... I caught the bad guys, or at least I tried to...That one is still unclear...How come?...I don't understand why...In my dream, I'm a bad superhero....darn....

I was a girl once, as well... A character much like the girl from Beauty and the Beast, I was in a large house and at a party when a character much like the Beast came in, and hid in the darkness... I climbed into an attic to see him, unafraid, and he told me that he would come back for me, if I so chose...This dream makes me wanna wake up right away...coz in many instances, I normally realize that it's a dream...and I can actually control it...like a lucid dream....huh!!

I’ve had dreams of horrible things happening, times when you run incredibly slowly and are always out of breath...and some ugly creatures are running after you....I’ve also had ones where I can run on and on forever, never stopping, moving as quickly as I pleased... I’ve woken up with a smile on my face, and I’ve had times when I’ve woken up sobbing, the embarrassment of what my dreams displayed too much for my unconscious state... I’ve flown, and I’ve fallen back to earth... I’ve been in love, and I’ve been hurt...They’re always exciting, at least usually more so than my real life, and they’re almost always something that I don’t want to wake up from....

I love dreaming.. it really can be better than real life at times....Hahahaha....I've been gone for a long while, and then you have to read bout my dreams now that I have made a great comeback...hahaha...how do you like it? hahahaha....Life is getting better these days...activities lined up throughout the year...now, I just couldn't wait for Friday...We'll be in Mabul, and Sipadan......yeah..........